Well I’ve blooming gone and done it – 12 out of 12 gran fondo metric centuries, one for every month this year. For the imperialists among us 100km is 62.13 miles. That’s my goal for 2023 done along with still riding daily. And I have been reflecting on what the word practice means for me and how I want to use it in the coming year.
This final one was a truly dirty ride, mud, rain, wind, traffic splatter, foul weather and a filthy bike. There’s not much daylight in December days which meant I started and ended in the dark. This ride was going to take in all the big sights, pity I could only see the path in front of me for about a third of the ride.
Travelling west coast to east coast my main target was the Pineapple House in Airth. Built in 1761 as a summerhouse by the Earl of Dunmore, it has been labelled Scotland’s most bizarre building. The wealthy owner once grew pineapples there in pits and other exotic fruits in the glasshouses. According to the National Trust, you can now take a peaceful walk around the woodlands there. My arse. It was a flipping quagmire. And despite having three devices with gps capabilities I ended up going round and round the maze of woodland paths in semi-darkness and mud and ended up walking my bike through a muddy field back to the road. There might have been tears. And swearing. But I did make it there.
I’m sure it would have been lovely on a beautiful summer’s day. I also hit my two top favourite Scottish landmarks – the Kelpies and Falkirk Wheel. Unfortunately the Falkirk wheel was getting maintenance done, so that was a bit of a damp squib. Although it’s an excellent toilet and coffee stop.
The Kelpies as always were beautiful and impressive. Definitely something Scotland can be proud of, both landmarks are great feats of engineering and stunning in their own ways. There is something very magical about the Kelpies that connects me to our history and our folklore of sea beasts. It definitely taps into the child part of me finding mysterious things on my bike rides.
It was a super tough ride. I’m still not fully recovered from the bugs I’ve had recently and the unpleasant burning sensation I’m still getting in my lungs made the ride a struggle. I went very slowly with lots of stops. But I still believed I could do it and I was determined to complete my goal. This was part of my ponderings. I only knew it was possible because I had done a long ride like this every single month. That certainly doesn’t make it easier, just possible. Every single one of these 100km has felt like an epic struggle.
It’s the repetition of behaviour that makes a practice – whether that’s daily, weekly or monthly. The word practice implies getting ready for the real thing, but it also has this other meaning of repetition and ritual. Brushing your teeth is a daily practice – you do it to prevent decay. I now realise that my daily practice of cycling prevents the decay of something inside me. It prevents the decay of joy and hope and fun and lightness and child-like curiosity of the natural world. It is a protective practice. That’s just hit me like a brick, how truly important that is.
I hope you can find that too. Find something that you want to build into your life that prevents the decay of your soul. To find a way to access the life force that gives you meaning. Merry Christmas to all you lovely people who read my blog and nourish me with your support ♥️🎄